idempotent i am

// about

I started this in 2026, crying. I don't know what else to call it except necessary.

Idempotent I Am is how I process the damage, the people I've hurt, the patterns I can't seem to break, the grief of losing people I loved, the particular exhaustion of knowing exactly what you're doing wrong and doing it anyway.

Deftones. Jinjer. Bad Omens. Heavy music for heavy inventory.

Jack Eyton — writer, producer

// project chronos

project chronos

There was a folder called Chronos. It contained lyrics written in a sequence designed to explain an absence. It became an album instead.

Ten tracks about the distance between wanting to disappear and deciding to stay.

You are not alone in this.

01 intro

02 fingerprints on june "Me was once interesting / Now me just monitors me for mistakes"

03 congregation pyre "I am the congregation and the priest / The loudest voice inside the room is always mine condemning mine"

04 deprecate "Idempotent I am, nothing ever changes / Just a function running through its ranges"

05 tongue "The tongue moves fast before the mind arrives / Leaves wreckage in the rooms you thought you owned"

06 ameliorate "I thought my absence might ameliorate the damage / I convinced myself the exit was the kind thing to do"

07 interlude

08 we cared "We all cared when your light went out"

09 exhibit you "You are not hard to love / You do not have to earn this / You are not the proof of every time they left"

10 outro